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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

yes, i believe that the only thing constant is change. that sometimes things change for the better and sometimes for the worse. but its never occurred to me that maybe we cannot stop the change and we have no choice but to change with it. i always thought that change occurs because of people. because of their actions. because of their attitudes. and i always thought that if we dont like the way things are changing, we can always try to change it back or change it another way. but it never really sank in that im not the one in control all the time. i cant stop people from changing, people from taking certain actions they take, things from happening to the people i love. i do my best to convince them otherwise but it doesnt always work out the way i want it to. i can try to convince them of certain things but ultimately its their decision, their attitude, their life. afterall, im only one person in their life. and im definitely not the only person. and its not that change is always a bad thing. sometimes we have to grow, relationships have to evolve from what they were before, people have to change. although inertia dictates that i would always like the status quo to remain, i still accept that maybe the new status quo will be better. so of course, lets evolve.

im glad we're slightly different now. im glad you gave me a chance to actually do what i've always told you i would. im glad you proved to me that you can do it too. im glad we're stronger now than we were before.

its the way we touch that soothes me
its the way we'll always be

a star fell from the sky;
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